lunes, 15 de agosto de 2011

" todo al rededor se cae". 

everything is falling apart... 
My mind says " keep going " but I can't. 
I am doing things wrong and I know 
but when I try to do them well, they are worse.
I do not want to disappoint anyone else,
 I know I have to force myself to do it, 
but I do not know where to get the urge ... How do I do?
I have no excuses, I do not feel proud... Neither I believe my lies.
I lowered my arms ... I do not know why.
And the question is: how do I try again? I always fail again