" todo al rededor se cae".
everything is falling apart...
My mind says " keep going " but I can't.
I am doing things wrong and I know
but when I try to do them well, they are worse.
I do not want to disappoint anyone else,
I know I have to force myself to do it,
but I do not know where to get the urge ... How do I do?
I have no excuses, I do not feel proud... Neither I believe my lies.
I lowered my arms ... I do not know why.
And the question is: how do I try again? I always fail again